tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7266314258014807000.post2846018281952432472..comments2023-05-18T12:55:46.706+01:00Comments on Ponderings from me: The truth is...Pianofortehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03925480007071613292noreply@blogger.comBlogger2125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7266314258014807000.post-28284911542593488402011-01-11T19:49:41.755+00:002011-01-11T19:49:41.755+00:00Lovely - message me, I some things to say but not ...Lovely - message me, I some things to say but not here. xxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7266314258014807000.post-31617537297589533982011-01-04T14:29:48.985+00:002011-01-04T14:29:48.985+00:00Alcohol, alcohol, alcohol, cursed/loved stuff!! It...Alcohol, alcohol, alcohol, cursed/loved stuff!! It is so hard to get under control. Some years back I was on an 'almost every day' thing with drinking, for a year or so. Then somehow I stopped totally, not a drop for 16 months - but as great as that sounds it wasn't giving up in a healthy way as I replaced the addiction with anorexia. Then went back to drinking, but more binge drinking than every single day - which can be just as hard on your health. <br />Currently am at drinking once or twice a week - but too much when I do - which destroys two days out of my week living with the hangover. But I haven't had a drink since 29th Dec. I haven't made a NY resolution to quit completely but as you describe it I'd like it to be - "At least until I don't feel I need a drink, but rather that I quite fancy a drink and only the one glass, rather than a bottle."<br />Wishing you the strength to get where you want to be, and don't beat yourself up too much at hiccups -(not the drunken kind, the little relapses ;-) - the guilt only makes you want to drink more. xxAnonymousnoreply@blogger.com